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Archive for November, 2009

it’s so sad saying we love each other but yet we always fight. how when he can only touch me when i’m sleeping. how i can only cry when he’s fallen asleep and i’m looking. and when i try to stroke his hair while he’s sleeping it feels so painful, i can’t touch him, i [...]

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i just can’t . .

i can’t take it anymore . i really need at outlet to vent . i don’t feel like doing anything; i just feel like dying. i’m so sad ! it’s just getting worse and worse . i think i’m approaching my breaking point soon . there’s only so much abuse i can take ! why [...]

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i shouldn’t be letting these hot tears stream down my face. i shouldn’t! what does it matter, what i do for him? what does it matter, whatever i went through? we can’t tell anyone, because we want to keep it to a minimum. and they DON’T KNOW. they DON”T KNOW what happened, or what it [...]

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too many sometimes

the thought that i shouldn’t let it bother me that much popped into my head whilst walking home just now. why is it one guy is worth that much of my attention when i obviously have more things in life to do? worse yet nobody seems to care if i treat him nice, treat him [...]

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